2012-04-15

I have liked a girl named Bayasgalan for some time and i finally gathered enough courage to text her. Despite my fear she actually took it not all that bad. I told (texted) her that really like her and she is even more beautiful when she smiles. There where like 30 minutes of silence which made me really nervous then in moment of relief reply came saying "Thank you" which made my day. Then i started to text her more often but i feel that she is ignoring me. Maybe it's just my imagination. I have never been able to maintain feelings for a girl more than a week. But Bayasgalan is an exception I've been feeling it for her more than a month. But now my biggest worry is what will happen if she rejects me. I have never felt it this strong before and i am afraid. It's entirely new to me.